Not time that parts us now?
What parted us then, even that,
had I understood then, finding
your home then couldn’t be mine?
In other summers we’d excursioned
far up that valley. From the coast
I’d followed the auxiliaries’ way
through the pass and down to those ramparts
on the adverse bank. This place
with its grass-grown halt, this crook
of the river, I hadn’t known.
And that to me was time past,
and this was time lost.
Yes, but that afternoon,
pea-green before the thunder,
when you took me into the garden,
that evening, old-gold, we watched
tower over the estuary,
if only as spectroscoped now
in memory do they reveal their nature,
if only now from the future
I was impatient for then
does that time appear as it was,
now I see too, not time—
time, which takes since from till-then,
and taking you away, brings me after—,
not time, no, but what’s between
my now and your nowhen.
Well, did those Roman miles
divide childhood from youth, or rather
join youth to childhood?
updated by @americymru: 11/28/17 04:29:46PM