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Not entirely true - the Western Mail editorial policy is fair - gives both sides a shot, but generally, editorially, suggests in favour of more powers for the Assembly.Its the Forum - Walesonline.com - it bans its best contributors, People who provide links for their assertions - especially if they are pro-Wesh!, but they tolerate right wing anti Welsh posters.About a year ago, Trinity Mirror group, who own Western Mail, closed their Cardifftechnical operation, and moved it to Canary Wharf. I suspect they did the same with the moderators.Pease help! Join, dispute, lock horns with the idiots, and then with the moderator!I'r Gd!Gyfeillion!
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FAST WALK TO LAMPETER


By Sarah Anne Jones Key, 2009-04-07
FAST WALK TO LAMPETERI walk circumspect in the light of night,In their dark its easy to fall out of sight.They dont see the forest for a single tree,The place in my head is where Ill be(after my fast walk to Lampeter.)Having experienced low voltage hum,I now march in step to my own paid drum.I know what they may never learnMy success is greater than they may earn(after my fast walk to Lampeter.)Hello, there; I greet you well,Were birds of a feather, I can tell.Were beginning a brand new day.I plan to be here; I hope you stay(after my fast walk to Lampeter.)I speak to you as to myself.I wont be filed on a dusty shelf,I have a light, I know the wayFrom light in darkness to full sun ray(after my fast walk to lampeter.)http://americymru.ning.com/profile/SarahAnneJonesKey
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Vote for David


By Jerry Williams, 2009-04-06
Have you all been voting for David? Every day, you can vote.http://jlsc.com/vote.php
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Here we are sunny St Augustine in Florida and all just about in one piece. Its been a fantastic exeprience with all its ups and downs and one which will stay with me forever.

After Andy's spill it was great to see him up and about yesterday and able to have a beer with us. It was such a pity that he wasn't able to complete the last day with us but he's done more than enough work and cycling for this challenge. Without his desire, drive and focus we wouldn't have even been on the plane to come here. Well done Bear a good job well done, tandem to Crete from Blighty next is it?

Allso thanks have to go to the support team of Merv, Henry, Ian, Tomos, Andrew Porth and also Dyfrig and Craig who have helped us through the challenge, feeding and cleaning up after us, driving RV's and support car, humping bags, navigating and checking we're OK as well as some support cycling along the way.

Thanks also to the people how have helped us raise and have donated monies over the last 2 years to get us here and reach and exceed the $50,000 target we set for the Noahs Ark appeal.

Finally special thanks to Mandy for giving me up for 2 years in the run up to this so I could train every day and go off on weekends for long rides in the rain and wind and then go off and do fund raising gigs in the night.

Happy Pedaling and soft landings

Phil (ex long distance endurance cyclist)

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Americymru: Congratulations for being awarded the prestigious Pushcart Prize for your work entitled *Bendithion* - about Wales, Welshness, Lampeter and Welsh tenor Timothy Evans.

Harrison: Thank you.

Americymru: Being curious about what kind of writing would be chosen to receive such an award over 8,000 other entries required us to read the piece. Reading it was an amazing experience.

Harrison: Thank you again. But although there were about 8000 entries, mine was not the only one chosen. The Pushcart Prize is awarded for fiction, non-fiction and poetry and several writers in each category are given awards. Its a great honour but not a solitary one. The editors of all literary journals and small presses in America are invited to submit to the Pushcart Press up to six pieces of what they consider to be the best writing they have published each year. The Editor, Bill Henderson, and his co-editors decide which pieces will be awarded and included in The Pushcart Prize Anthology. As for what kind of writing, thats hard for me to answer. If you read the stories, essays and poems in the Anthology, you begin to get an idea. But the renowned editor of AGNI, Sven Birkerts, who (with his Senior Editor, William Pierce) submitted Bendithion for a Pushcart Prize, referred to my opening paragraph in an interview on NewPages : when he was asked to describe how he selects or rejects submissions to his magazine. Also, on the Pushcart website, http://www.pushcartprize.com , there is information about the selection process.

Americymru: There are several questions about this work that immediately come to mind. For instance, have you ever thought about a career in cultural anthropology, sociology or psychology?

Harrison: Very interesting questions. With regard to anthropology, although I have not ever considered it as a career, my current research includes literary anthropology about which I am reading avidly at the moment particularly Victor Turner. There is a great crossover between literary and cultural studies and I am finding my research absorbing. I am about to launch (or re-launch) myself into Heidegger and his protg, Gadamer, whose linguistic studies seem to buttress in theory what I have discovered empirically (and unintentionally).

Psychology? With deepest respect to those ethical and dedicated psychologists who are doing immense good for others, my own experience with psychologists/therapists, including former family members, is best described by excerpt from another story I wrote, called Mater Amabilis:

She had always read the word therapist as the rapist, even before her profound odium for them was cemented by experience. Having seen, when she was at university, so many incompetent, smug and morally retarded fellow students take up the profession, if that is what it was misnamed these days, in order to manipulate and control the vulnerabilities of other people, she now avoided them as she would a disease.

A close friend of mine, Janet Asimov (the widow of Isaac Asimov), an actual medical doctor a psychiatrist for whom I have great respect, said once that no one needs a psychologist if s/he has one true friend. Again, this does not refer to any particular therapist/psychologist on Americymru or elsewhere. It refers to those acquaintances in my experience only and naturally that experience would have deterred me from such an occupation even if it had been appealing, which it wasnt.

As for sociology, no. I read a lot of sociology. It forms a considerable section in my library. But I have never taken pleasure in the thought of being anything but an artist/illustrator, a lecturer, a writer and a nun. And a mother of course. Different category of being. I suppose nun is too. I dont want to look at life through any single lens, which is why I prefer to enter into an experience and look at it, write about it, from the inside. The arts (as opposed to the humanities) into which category my kind of writing falls, offer the widest and, to my way of thinking, deepest perspective from which to view the world, one that necessitates both ingenuity and sophistication.

In the 1990s, I was Poet Laureate of an exceptional Think Tank in Berkeley called The Good Table. The label was a casual and affectionate one and referred to my role, which, in addition to being an intellectual participant, was to render lyrically each monthly session for presentation at the next. Most of us were faculty members at UC Berkeley and several were real laureates - Nobel Laureates in physics, mathematics and other sciences, but many were from the arts outside academia. We had notable guests as well from an enormous variety of disciplines, fields, and vocations. I used to think then, as I think now, that there is no greater pleasure on earth than to sit as we did on soft evenings, in an enclosed garden at the back of a Berkeley bookstore, like still dancers under the moon (to quote Robert Creeley who was one of our most engaging guests) at a table laden with beautiful food, and discuss a single topic from myriad points of view with these graceful exceptional minds. No, I could never confine myself to any one lens my interests and background are too diverse and my temperament too galactic and it is just too glorious to experience them all.

I have considerable admiration for those who have the talent and dedication to focus through a single lens on a particular area of expertise. I know many people with such ability all over the world. I just had a discussion about this with the two departmental colleagues at the university at which I taught most recently who are actual scholars. These men are specialists and when I see the results of their meticulous research, all I can do is celebrate it. I would collapse in boredom or die of claustrophobia if I had to do it but I love reading their work. I love their sheer excellence. But it would be a prison sentence for me to be chained to one topic my whole life, whereas for them it is passionate absorption.

I dont like to know about things. I like to know things. That is my passionate absorption. This is a pretty long way of saying no to your question - but having been educated by philosophers, Jesuits, lawyers and rabbis, its difficult for me to answer anything without qualification.

Americymru: What was your childhood like? Where did you grow up? What can you tell us about your family of origin?

Harrison: My childhood: Multicultural long before that became a cause clbre. Stable. Cerebral. Magical. Very innocent and very interesting, to me. It was a world of juxtapositions and contradictions and great, great beauty. Multi-cultural, because almost every one of my 14 (in total) parents brothers and sisters married a person of a different ethnic background. Their children, my first cousins, were almost all racially mixed. It was a fascinating environment in which to grow up.

The stability came from my parents love, first and foremost and my little brothers; the grand Latinate illogical constancy of pre Vatican II Catholic Church; the fact that the neighbourhood I lived in was largely populated by hundreds of my aunties, uncles, cousins of many degrees and my grandparents; and the august supremacy (in my mind at least) of the Oakland Public Library.

Cerebral because that was my natural propensity, greatly aided by my mother having taught me to read when I was three, which opened the door not only to imaginative experience and the early rumination of hundreds of books (literally) but also gave me an arsenal of other thoughts, other minds when I went to school (and to my after-school Catechism classes) against which to measure everything I learned. I loved every minute of elementary school and used to weep inconsolably every year when summer vacation came. I also adored catechism not for its wacky and capricious dogma, which was easily dismissible for someone like me, but for the sheer intellectual glory of it all.

This is one of those juxtapositions of which I spoke earlier: I would leave my second grade class, where we were reading textbooks with content like See Spot run. Run, Spot, run... and walk down the road to my classes at St. Anthonys Church where I would pick up my Baltimore Catechism and deconstruct The Lords Prayer. Or the nature of culpability. The exegesis of the Lords Prayer is four pages long. This for seven and eight year olds! Here is a very small excerpt on only one question in the section of the nature of sin: question, answer and commentary:

56. Q. How many things are necessary to make a sin mortal?

A. To make a sin mortal three things are necessary: a grievous matter, sufficient reflection, and full consent of the will.

"Grievous matter." To steal is a sin. Now, if you steal only a pin the act of stealing in that case could not be a mortal sin, because the "matter," namely, the stealing of an ordinary pin, is not grievous. But suppose it was a diamond pin of great value, then it would surely be "grievous matter." "Sufficient reflection," that is, you must know what you are doing at the time you do it. For example, suppose while you stole the diamond pin you thought you were stealing a pin with a small piece of glass, of little value, you would not have sufficient reflection and would not commit a mortal sin till you found out that what you had stolen was a valuable diamond; if you continued to keep it after learning your mistake, you would surely commit a mortal sin. Full Consent. Suppose you were shooting at a target and accidentally killed a man: you would not have the sin of murder, because you did not will or wish to kill a man. Therefore three things are necessary that your act may be a mortal sin:

1. The act you do must be bad, and sufficiently important;

2. You must reflect that you are doing it, and know that it is wrong;

3. You must do it freely, deliberately, and willfully.

I thought this was marvellous stuff. Not because it was religious indoctrination but because it was ethics and exegesis and philosophy, because it presupposed that we were responsible if immature human beings with brains and reflective capacity. And, I suppose, because after See Spot run it was a glorious adventure into a lexicon that would stand me in good stead for the rest of my life. It also made me a pain in the neck as a student. I have a William F. Buckley streak that doesnt go over all that well in less exacting institutions. But even at seven, I was able to see the nonsense in the catechism, a stance that was verified in my later catechetical studies. Not long ago, I wrote to a Catholic colleague:

Venial derives from vena referring to Venus and refers to mostly sexual sins which were thought to be pardonable (how easy is it to tell these laws were constructed by men?). By the way, it is a mortal sin for women to entice men to sexual transgression but only a venial sin to actually transgress. So wearing provocative clothing gets you an eternity in hell, whereas rape gets you a pardon. Just in case you forgot that part of the catechism.

This of course is grievously harmful if you take it seriously, but who could possibly give the premise any credence in the 21st century?

The great beauty I spoke of earlier came from the books I read, the thoughts I treasured, the home and family that nurtured me, and the gorgeous cities in which I lived. I grew up in the San Francisco Bay Area Oakland, Berkeley, Alameda and San Francisco itself - in an era when they were all far more beautiful than they are now. Architecturally harmonious, filled with flowers, smog-free and slumless and so safe that at age 10 or 11 I would get up at four and take the bus to Fishermans Wharf (which was then a fishermans wharf and not the cheap revolting tacky tourist trap it has become) and watch the fishing boats come in. Id talk to the fishermen, sketch the boats or the men hauling in their catches, then go have clam chowder for breakfast at a little caf on the wharf that opened at 5am and take the bus back home. If you let a little girl do that now, youd probably be arrested for child-endangerment or abuse. Different world.

As for my family of origin, most of them came from the Azores and Madeira to Hawaii. I had a genealogy done a few years ago and it appears that my mother is a descendent of Christopher Columbus wife and that we descend, matrilineally, from a long line of Bettencourts, a French lineage that began to intermarry with the Madeirans in the 16th Century.

Americymru: Can you think of any events that happened to you as a child or as a teen that you feel either were defining moments for who you became or which changed the course of your life?

Harrison: Yes, but this is getting to be an enormously long interview. To be very brief: The most influential events in childhood were:

A. Learning to read at age three.

B. Reading, when I was four, a book called Little John Little, which set the precedent for most decisions in my life and for the research I am doing now. The book disappeared when I was about five, then went out of print and was not to be found anywhere. I searched for it in bookshops and libraries across the country for decades. And then, one dusty summer afternoon, on a visit to Arkansas, my father spotted one in an antique shop, very kindly bought it and gave it to me. This was about 45 years after I first read it. One of the better literary moments in my life.

C. Being moved into the sixth grade with (11 and 12 year olds) when I was just under 8. I stayed in the third grade for math and geography and art and music etc. but did all language arts with the sixth-graders. That began a pattern of relief in isolation that has persisted to this day.

D. Entering the convent when I was seventeen. That certainly was life changing and again for reasons of philosophy, silence and other, private internal development, not for reasons of religion.

Americymru: In the article on you in the Academi List of Writers http://www.academi.org/list-of-writers/i/130324/ ), there is the following statement: "Harrisons research is centred in the literary hinterland between fiction and non-fiction where, she says, 'no word equals its referent and the meaning of what is approximated in words lies in their shadow'." What did you mean by this and can you give us an example?

Harrison: I meant two things: The first is simply and obviously that no symbol is equivalent to that which it represents. This is so obvious as to be unworthy of mention except for the fact of the symbol itself. The language. But more profoundly, the incommensurability between the commonality that language/place/culture confers and individual language-less perception. An example? Well, anyone lived in a pretty how town with up so floating many bells down comes to mind instantly (e.e. cummings). Ulysses (Joyce). Something as simple as Basil Fawlty saying to Sybil as she walks out the door, Drive carefully, dear. Quickly (and unnecessarily) followed, sotto voce, by Dont drive over any mines or anything. None of these mean much when deconstructed textually. What they refer to is not definition but instinct, the instinct of signification even of sound, as Saussure said. A linguistic system is a series of differences of sounds combined with a series of differences of ideas, is perhaps his most well known sentence. But Saussure also said that the "The connection between the signifier and the signified is arbitrary."

So no word equals its referent because there is more than words at play in the conveyance of signification. There is also us. We.

In an exceptionally refreshing and challenging letter to the editor in The American Scholar (January, 2007), entitled Getting it All Wrong, Brian Boyd, a professor of English at the University of Auckland, New Zealand writes:

Not everything in human lives is culture. There is also biology. Human senses, emotions, and thought existed before language, and as a consequence of biological evolution. Though deeply inflected by language, they are not the product of language. Language, on the contrary, is a product of them: if creatures had not evolved to sense, feel, and think, none would ever have evolved to speak. In his presidential address to the 2004 MLA convention, the distinguished critic Robert Scholes offered an overview of the problems and prospects for literary studies. When another critic, Harold Fromm, challenged him in a letter in PMLA for ignoring biology, Scholes answered: Yes, we were natural for eons before we were cultural . . . but so what? We are cultural now, and culture is the domain of the humanities. We were natural? Have we ceased to be so? Why do Scholes, Menand, and the MLA see culture as ousting nature rather than as enriching it?

The reason that Harrison finds a spiritual home here in Wales, as one BBC Radio interviewer put it, is that I find my Welsh friends to be natural. Natural communicators, natural emoters, natural thinkers. They use more than language to convey meaning and those unarticulated elements live in the shadow of words, which is often where the most profound communication takes place. But (having evolved out of a more primeval ability to communicate wordlessly) one needs the language in order to not use it. Elements have to exist before there is a between.

(And as an aside I take great exception to the colossal myopia that can produce a statement like culture is the domain of the humanities. I dont know where people get the chutzpah to make these categorical pronouncements in public.)

The second is that my experience (and Einsteins experience by the way) has taught me that imagination is more important than knowledge. That is one of the reasons I have found my best place as a writer, as a pilgrim, as a relative-scholar in that hinterland between fiction and non-fiction.

Americymru: Might you be inclined to elucidate, perhaps by example, your statement about your work: "It is fiction because I make things up in order to accurately convey what really happens. It is non-fiction because its messages are verifiable. It is obfuscatory, in tribute to the splendour of Welsh storytelling, the hallmark of which is said to be the indistinguishable blend of fact and fantasy".


Harrison: Im quoting Jan Morris here - with the indistinguishable blend of fact and fantasy. But that blend is not only emblematic of Welsh storytelling it is at the heart of my writing.

My literary life began as the Western World's did - with oral stories and fables, and then moved on to tales of daily life and very quickly thereafter to Lives of the Saints and the rigours of the Baltimore Catechism, as I have said, at a very young age, all of which inculcated a deep affinity with imaginary heavens and hells and the rich portent with which earthly life was endowed: Biblical parables, medieval pedagogy, Arthurian quests, Bunyanesque allegory, Chaucerian pilgrimages and Apologias of all kinds. This literature comes naturally to me. Or rather, as it was clearly imposed on me, it was not a resisted imposition and comes naturally to me now. I'm not fond of overly academic approaches to it - "overly" meaning the triumph of theory over art. And all of these literatures are both fiction and non-fiction; depending on which side of belief you live. The Welsh, with their Mabinogion and highly allegorical literary history, have no problem with this apparent dichotomy.

Ive spent a lot of time in what can appear to others to be fictive worlds, closed-to-the-public worlds: convents, Hassidic communities, the very tightly guarded world(s) of Hollywood, NASA and JPL. Monasteries, astronauts associations, the clans and tribes from which my families came, lonely insular communities in the backwoods of Canada, girls schools, private clubs and green rooms, the hermetic enclosures of the famous. Even our house in Malibu was closed off from the world by ten foot high walls with locked gates, no windows on the side of the house that faced those gates (the opposite side of the house was all glass 20 feet high and overlooking the Pacific Ocean) - and then, of course, Welsh-speaking Wales. All closed worlds. Nothing significant within these worlds can be adequately portrayed by an outsider. These are cultures to which you have to belong in order to understand, in order to verify the messages you think you are being given and because the codes and secrets, values and rituals, attitudes and assessments of these enclosures are not available to the outsider, when outsiders write about them, they inevitably get them wrong.

In fact, I can say that without exception, every single time a journalist or a writer from the outside has written about my husband, my friends, me or an event in which any of us were involved, it has been wrong. Either something in it was erroneous, or it was largely erroneous. A case in point: A couple of years ago two academics approached my husband with an article they had written about the inception and origin of one of his television shows. They asked if he would look it over for them and correct any errors. Now this article was ready to go to press to Oxford University Press, to be specific. They had done their research as they called it.

My husband was stunned when he read it. Not only did their research consist of talking to people who were never involved in any aspect of the inception or origin of what they were writing about (my husband is the only person left on planet earth who was not only there but absolutely fundamental to and absolutely in charge of the entire show) but the books they read were nonsense books written by other people who werent there. There were not just a few mistakes in the article - it was a horrendous parade of misinformation from beginning to end. Herb worked on it for days- and not only did they never thank him, never send him a copy of the finished article or even acknowledge that the last draft bore little resemblance to the first (he has all their correspondence and all their work) but they argued with him about the facts as he was correcting it! These are people who teach other people, who perpetuate myths without calling them myths and consider themselves not only non-fiction but also responsible scholarly writers!

Just recently, the New York Times (of all publications) attached an absolutely bizarre authoritative weight to two people in yet another article on Star Trek in a matter of authenticating a particular prop on the show. One of them was my husband, the Head of the Desilu Studios and Executive in Charge of Production of Star Trek who hired the person who built that particular prop and supervised the building of it. The other of the "authorities" quoted was a person who was a gas station attendant just out of high school at the time - where Herb filled up his car. One day, when Herb pulled into the gas station on the way home from the studio, he started talking to the young man and discovered that he was looking for work. Herb thought he was a nice kid, he looked good (for the screen) and kindly gave him the opportunity to be an extra on the show. Decades later, The NYT quotes this extra (who was pumping gas when the prop was built) - and they quote Herb in juxtaposition as equal voices in authenticating the origin, materials, builder and location of this piece of memorabilia. How insane is that? This is what happens when people get infected by the Star Trek virus. I really feel like drowning them all. (In the case of the NYT it was the editor not the writer who should have known better, but its always somebody.)

Hence the necessity to go inside. Hence the necessity of the lexicon, the terminology, the language of cultural discourse. Carol Trosset makes this point exceptionally clear in her extraordinary (and actual non-fiction) book, Welshness Performed. You cannot learn a culture from the outside. You can learn some things about it. But you run the danger of not knowing who or what is genuine or significant and looking like (if not being) an idiot. Anyone who is interested in Wales and Welshness would find this book a treasure.

Dorian Llywelyn, a Welsh-born, Welsh-speaking Welshman, and a Cambridge-educated Jesuit priest who teaches at Loyola in California, wrote a stunning book which elucidates the perception of Welsh writers from the sixth to the twentieth century that Wales is a holy place; and states that the connection of language to culture, politics, nationality, religion and literature cannot be underestimated. Dr./Fr. Llywelyns book is called Sacred Space, Chosen People and is a text to which I have the most profound affinity.

Fiction, of course, does not bear the responsibility for a factual account, though, in my experience, it tends to tell the truth more clearly. Fiction is often defined as writing (about) or describing something that does not exist - but what does that mean? What I write about may not exist or have existed for you but it does or did exist for me. It may be fiction to you but not to me. Or vice versa. It is relative literature. Referential literature. Liminal literature. Lyric literature.

In his article in The Harvard Theological Review, (Vol. 86, No. 3. (Jul., 1993), pp. 293-307) entitled Lyric Autobiography: John Donne's "Holy Sonnets" Frederick J. Ruf says, "The lyric, by contrast, is characteristically spoken without distance or survey, but personally of private moments (fears, hopes, desires, visions) to which the voice is intimately related. The lyric voice is vulnerable and struggling, or, perhaps, passionate and assertive. The lyric vision is often incomplete. It moves and changes. Rather than a survey of people and events from without, it is a voice speaking from within."

I write, then, lyrically, to interpret an experience, to open a door, to sit at a beautiful table with my readers and talk about something, in which, from opposite ends of a process, we have both decided to invest our time. And I hope that they will come to the table with their physics and geology, Latin and quilting, and choreography, calculus, French and philosophy (and much more) and do the same for me. What they cannot do, and what academics tend to do when they are not good academics, is to tell the writer/creator what has been written/created and how it was done. (Heres a little secret: we already know that. We actually do it. As opposed to talking about it.)

I was reading an interview with Wolfgang Iser by Richard van Oort last week in Anthropoetics III, The Use of Fiction in Literary and Generative Anthropology ( no.2, Fall 1997 / Winter 1998) in which Dr. Iser said:

The old dichotomy between fiction and reality implies that there is a stance outside either, which would allow us to designate one particular instance as fiction and the other one as reality. This is logically impossible. There is no such transcendental stance, which allows us to come up with these predicates. We can only say something about fiction by way of its manifestation and its use.

Of course Iser is talking about reader-response theory with which, in its more extreme interpretations, I am at some variance. But the statement above can be applied to the writer, not just the reader. Here is an example of this:

Because I have such a difficult time portraying the Wales I know and the person Timothy is (to me), I have had to attempt portraits in different forms. Bendithion is literary non-fiction, so it is said. But there are a few fictionalised elements in it the interview at the Sosban Fach actually took place in two sessions. It did not suit the cohesiveness of the narrative, or the purpose of it (which was to convey the Welshness that those ladies conveyed to me) to insist on including the 24 hours between the first conversation and the second. Also, the names of the ladies were changed. Thats about it. But not, strictly 100% chronological fact as it happened. Non-fiction, according to current publishing criteria and editorial policy, nonetheless.

But I didnt feel that I had adequately portrayed the odd, mystical connection between Timothy and me in that rendition, so I wrote a story a piece of fiction, as it purports to be, narratively, allegorically, entitled The Postmasters Song (published by Cinnamon Press, it was one of ten winning entries in an international fiction competition). In it I changed my name and Timothys and Aluns (if you have not read Bendithion, Alun is Timothys best friend who worked in the post office with him for 20+ years). I introduced elements of what people call magical realism in this story and I imposed an omniscient narrator. I made myself younger than he and single instead of married in the story to emphasise the nature of this delicate relationship to demonstrate that it would remain the same chivalrous mystical friendship whether I was young and single or older and married. I felt that the nature of this innocent bond would be thrown into greater relief when there were no social obstacles to any other sort of connection. I changed the orientation of a building in town and I compressed time. When the first draft was done I gave it to Alun to read and when he finished, he looked at me, puzzled.

What? I said, responding to his look.

I thought you said it was fiction, he answered.

Now, in that story, there is a magical boy, an allegorical pregnancy, light that carries sound and a host of other things that would prompt any reader to render the verdict of fiction. But not in Wales. Not Alun, not Timothy, who nodded rather complacently and said Well, you got it all right, didnt you? Not my Welsh friends for whom magical realism is another word for daily life, and not me. It is perfectly shiningly clear that the fiction piece I wrote is the more accurate of the two. Not because Bendithion does not tell the truth it does. But it was written for Americans outsiders - by an outsider, for when I wrote it, I had not yet begun to learn Welsh.

I wrote The Postmasters Song to satisfy myself. I also wrote it for Timothy and for all my Welsh friends. It was addressed to them, in Welsh terms, with Welsh references, in Welsh inflected English. If accuracy is a virtue in a portrait, then it would be sensible to label The Postmasters Song non-fiction as well. These are all arbitrary categories.

Still, I didnt think that either of the two pieces portrayed enough of what I see from the inside, so I began to write a series of poems called Postal Codes. One of them is so revelatory about Timothy that when I gave it to him to read and said, Dont worry I wont send it out for publication, he said Why not? People wont understand what it means. I said I thought some people might. And then he said, Well if they really understand it, it wont make any difference anyway, would it? Meaning of course (in his own inimitable way) that any outsider reading it would not understand anything specific and therefore no secret would be inappropriately revealed and anyone who did understand it would be in possession of the secrets anyway.

And so, it is form that interests me now. It is interpretation, expression, the difference between a chi and a ti - the hinterland where truth and fiction meet in a literary genre, in a belief system, in a ritual, in an intellectual endeavour, in the very definition of relative truth.

Intrinsic, then, to this belief is that no word equals its referent, and that the meaning of what is approximated in words lies in the shadow. There is a meaning in any experience described within a book that cannot possibly be in the book. Nowhere have I seen this personified, indeed, living, except in Wales.

Americymru: Your attempted interview with the ladies at The Sosban Fach resulted in some possible theories about their Welshness. Have your experiences outside of the restaurant confirmed any of these hypotheses, or do you think that other factors were in play that day?

Harrison: All of those hypotheses have been confirmed over and over. The only difference is that then, not being a Welsh speaker, I didnt understand the reasons behind them. I do now.

Americymru: Did you ever get Timothy to America? Has his music become more available?

Harrison: I changed my mind about bringing Timothy to America or rather Timothy changed my mind - one of the consequences of learning Welsh. He was right about where he belongs. And why. His voice thunders across the oceans anyway. You dont need to see him in order to hear him. And if you do, then you are warmly welcome to come to Wales! His CDs are available on amazon on iTunes from the Sain website and no doubt many other places. Hes in the middle of recording a new album right now. Not long ago, I did a little work on it with him and his lovely sister, Meryl, who takes care of his career in Wales, and from what I have seen and heard, its going to be another spectacular recording.

Americymru: You are obviously familiar with the concept of *hiraeth*. It would appear that Timothy's singing touches that in the Welsh (and likely other Celts as well) and your article speaks eloquently to that in describing the experience of hearing him sing. Were you aware of that?

Harrison: I was, yes. I dont know how or why, but sometimes things happen before they happen, if you know what I mean. I was touched with and by hiraeth before I knew what it was.

Americymru: You start *Bendithion *with a Star Trek reference, and then we note that you have authored a book and co-authored another (under a different name) about Star Trek and Gene Roddenberry. Would you tell us about the books, and what inspired these efforts? What is your relationship to science fiction? Is there something in particular here?

Harrison: When Star Trek first aired, I was in the convent and didnt see it. Years later, my children began to watch it in syndication. At that time, I was a special projects editor for the University of California Press. My particular expertise was developmental editing or, as it turned out, translating English to English (scholarly and sometimes unintelligible English into literary English). The Senior Editor at the press was quite taken with my writing and as he was just setting up a series called Portraits of the American Genius, he asked if I would be willing to write a book on some aspect of 20th Century American culture that really had an impact on people. I started to think about what that might be and then I thought of science fiction which I happened to know quite a bit about at the time and this television show my children were watching. I sat down and watched it with them and discovered some very profound ideas in these episodes. When I researched it further, I discovered an immense fan base, an entire submerged world of adherents, with a distinct canon and a philosophy, which was almost a spiritual protocol to many, complete with deities, distinct and binding commandments, codes of conduct, ritual, and a path to moral/spiritual gain.

So I suggested to the press that I do a book on the phenomenon and they were very unenthusiastic about it. We dont do television was the general reaction. But I made a presentation about vision and philosophy and ideas and science fiction. (I must interject some background here to say that one long and arctic winter in Canada when my children were young, I began an intense course of reading and critical study of science fiction on my own and then with some guidance from one of the first professors ever to teach it at university level in Canada.) Back to UC Press - I read them some excerpts from some of the scripts, and the upshot is that they decided to take a leap into the unknown, I was contracted to write a portrait and I went down to Hollywood, to Paramount Pictures to talk to Gene Roddenberry, the producer of Star Trek.

The part of my life that followed that, and preceded Wales is so complex and such a long story that I just have to skip over most of it here. Briefly, I spent a great deal of time (on and off) for about two years, staying with the Roddenberrys, became acquainted (and sometimes friends) with some of the best science fiction writers in the world and some of the most well known actors in the world. I then went on to work on projects related to Star Trek the Next Generation and Deep Space Nine and on to other projects in Hollywood.

The book was published, with a foreword by Sir Arthur C. Clarke, a dear friend with whom I maintained an almost 20 year correspondence, who sadly died last year and ended up becoming one of the two best selling University of California publications of all time (to that date), the other one being Carlos Castanedas Teachings of Don Juan. Simon and Schuster bought the North American rights for paperback and Harper Collins UK bought the English language worldwide rights. I went on a book tour which lasted about three years, managed by a publicist the Press hired to deal with the popularity of the book (all the while entering new fields of writing and production and a huge variety of other projects in Hollywood).

About halfway through that tour, through mutual friends, I met Herbert F. Solow, the Head of Desilu Studios the man who hired Gene Roddenberry, critically revised the original Star Trek concept that Gene pitched to him, sold it to NBC, hired everyone, made the pilot, and spearheaded the show. We had an extraordinary reaction to one another an almost instant internal marriage and we married legally not long after.

I moved to Malibu and entered another whole new life on a whole different level. If I listed our neighbours, it would sound like the credits of a very interesting movie or television special. I doubt if there is anyone on that list that most Americans havent seen. Places like film studios and events like the premiers and launch parties and the Academy Awards became part of my daily life instead of the occasional forays into them I had had in the previous two years. Herbs friends became mine, mine became his (some we had had in common and not known it) and suddenly we were in the centre of an extremely eclectic group of directors and philosophers, surgeons and actors, lawyers and physicists, art directors and academics, astronauts, chefs, dancers, designers, composers, screenwriters, playwrights, poets, authors, astronomers, producers musicians and fans. Reminiscent of my old Good Table but expanded and daily and more high-powered. Herb had just finished a book and I was still in the middle of my appearance schedule so we travelled together (doing bookend lectures) and separately to speak to various audiences all over the country. We then began consulting on various Hollywood projects and we wrote a book together. There is so much more to this story and Id love to say more but it is just too long and complex to relate here.

What I dont feel that I am properly conveying is that after my two sons were born, they were central to everything I am relating in this interview. Those are not the questions you are asking, but it would be a very false picture to relegate them to the periphery. They are part of every breath I take and happen to be two of the most interesting people I have ever met anywhere. Also, speaking of language, we share a private, highly metaphoric vocabulary created by the years we lived together in relative cultural seclusion in Canada and elsewhere.

Americymru: Back to Wales: You are a California girl: What got you into Wales? Where did this all start and how?

Harrison: What got me into Wales was a memory. I had been here before but not to West Wales. After Herb and I finished our book tours, I finally had the leisure and the means to do something I always wanted to do - a research doctorate. My sons were grown up and had finished university and were beginning what turned out to be illustrious careers for each of them - so I talked it over with them and Herb and decided to go ahead. Very few people of our friends actually believed we were going to do it and when we got here, few of the people we know in Lampeter (outside our friends) believed that we had actually done it. I think they thought we made it up ( our life back in California). I know one woman in my department did. [And by the way, the phrase California girl is also an insiders cultural reference. We both come from California, from about the same era and I understand perfectly what you mean by it. Women younger or from other parts of the country or the world might perceive it very differently, whereas I experience it as linguistic comfort.] Anyway, I applied to several universities, and was accepted at several but this one was in the most beautiful and appealing area to me.

How is a different story.

The night before we left Malibu for Wales, a street I had never seen arose in a dream I didnt know I was having. A miniscule, meandering street (relative to the great swathes of boulevards and freeways that cut across Southern California without regard to geomorphology or aesthetics). I recognise it now, of course, this dream-street it is the part of Bridge Street that curves around to the left as you enter the town just before the Decorating shop and the Sosban Fach on one side, and Lloyds Pysgod a Sglodion (Fish & Chips) on the left.

It was a stone street. Still is, I imagine, under the asphalt of the last century, as were and are the buildings, as I now know, having lived in one of them. In the dream, they were all slate coloured and opaque except, as is the way of dreams, for the membrane of stone that reached across the road, formed somehow by the buildings that breathed toward each other, whispering their dry and stony secrets. That membrane was translucent, but stone still, as though the breath expelled in the telling of these secrets must needs manifest in some concrete measure the word becoming stone, in fact, rather than flesh. (By the way, I know must needs is archaic but I really do think that way. Its all the reading. I hold the grammars of many centuries in my head. They take precedence sometimes, unawares.)

In any case, it seemed in the dream that everything was made of living stone, and, as I stood at the bend in that road and watched the buildings occlude, I felt for the first time a hiraeth so profound and so familiar that I was compelled to cry out in an equally dry and mineral voice five singsong words that remain both magical and operative to this day a phrase that I think I will keep to myself at present. At that refrain, the buildings separated slightly, turned, looked in me with their deep and windowed eyes and parted. They morphed seamlessly back into ordinary buildings lining a cobbled road and I stepped across an invisible threshold into Wales.

It is at this point that I should say that I woke up and remembered that I had seen a photo of that street in a pamphlet or on a website and it made its way into my dream that night, but I had not. I only recognised it the day that we drove into Lampeter and rounded what was a literal bend in the road a phrase that has been so useful, proverbially. I should also be able to say here that I gasped in surprise or felt an uncanny prickle on my neck when I saw it, but in fact, as it seemed that I had been travelling that road for millennia I hardly noticed it. I do remember bowing my head in recognition of one or two of the buildings or stonepeople as I have come to think of them now - and they bowed invisibly back.

The original reason I came to Wales was twofold: 1) to write in a quiet land and 2) to do a PhD at the University of Wales in Lampeter, as it was known then. The University turned out to be, overall, a very English experience in Wales and thus inconsequential to the tale I am telling in Bendithion. I refer to it only as a subsection of the town in which I met people of varying degrees of interest, some of them dear friends now and, of course, a place in which I worked for most of my years in Wales. My real life my initiation and immersion into the visible Welsh world (and the one behind that) took place almost entirely outside the campus. My time in Wales was binary and distinct. There was the university - and then there was jewelled and fragrant Wales, where we danced and sang, spun and laughed, ate and tumbled in animaled fields and secret rooms and told each other tales deep into the night, beside our splendid hearths, blood warm and rising, with hand-hot tumblers of wine and plates of dark-cherried cake. Well hidden were we then, from the English and everyone else by those sentries at the invisible gates those stonepeople, those carregwerin, as I would call them ever after. It has been my path in life to inhabit various worlds. Some I have left behind. Those I have not inhabit me. This is one.

Americymru: What have been the most important personal discoveries you have made about the Welsh in the time you have spent there?

Harrison: I cant speak about The Welsh I can only speak about the Welsh people that I know and most of them are in if not from Ceredigion. With that caveat, the most important personal discovery I have made is this:

Language is everything. The way the Welsh-speakers feel about their language is everything to them. It isnt just an issue its a vital part of every breath they take. It is native, primordial. It holds the secrets of disappearance, finds its way into the ancient history, sings the songs of this land. It was here before English and it will be here after it. That is the feeling and the message and the melody I hear from all of my Welsh-speaking friends.

A first-language Welsh-speaking Welsh person is a different lives in a different world from a first-language English-speaking Welsh person and both are entirely different from a first language English speakers in foreign countries, like England, for example. Again, I would refer people to Welshness Performed and Sacred Space, Chosen People. You cant have an authentic cultural experience in Welsh-speaking Wales without speaking Welsh. You cant have an authentic cultural experience in France without speaking French. You can think that you have, but you havent. You can have a great time you can understand a lot about the other but you cant transcend the distance between I and Thou without a common language. My experience in Wales before I learned to speak Welsh was delightful, heady, and enlightening in many ways. But all those feelings were attached to an external experience of Welshness that disappeared after learning Welsh. Even at the level of fluency that I have reached, which isnt all that rhugl, my entire world picture has changed.

Americymru: Given what you have experienced and learned after having spent time with the Welsh, what do you think that they little realize about themselves that you consider speaks volumes about the Welsh character?

Harrison: I dont think that the expression having spent time with the Welsh exactly describes my experience. It is a matter of degree of course, but if you ask any of the people I have grown to love and treasure in my years here, I think they would tell you that visitors spend time with them. Im not a visitor. I am an inhabitant of this little world now. But to answer your question, I think they realize pretty much everything about themselves. I mean, they have televisions. They know the rest of the world isnt Wales. But they know what Wales is and who they are. As Jan Morris says, in A Matter of Wales,

The Welsh have survived as a nation chiefly by cunning and reserve...they play for time, they fence, they scout out the situation, but they do not commit themselves. Those sweet smiles are sweet, but they are well under control. It is performance that greets you, polished and long practiced, played on a deceptively cosy stage set with brass pokers by the fire... (Jan Morris, The Matter of Wales)

What really takes my breath away is the children. I remember the first year we were here, the week before Christmas when the shops stayed open late for one night of the year (until 7 p.m.!) and the whole town was alight with lights and the local fire engine, which has seen better days and is about the size of our SUV, decked out with wreaths and real live holly, drove flocks of children up and down the minute, abbreviated length of the one main street in the town, while the others, excitedly but patiently waited their turns, queuing in front of the pub, chewing on all manner of sweets handed out to them by the local shopkeepers. Looking at those children and returning their ecstatic waves, I tried to imagine a Los Angeles child of any age in this bliss, and failed utterly. Also, the children at the local eisteddfodau astound me with their talent.

And one incident in particular never fails to bring a lump to the throat when I remember it. I was driving along a one-lane road with a friend when a teacher with a trail of children, obviously on a nature walk, waved to us. When we pulled over, the children all around three or four rushed up to the car, anxious to tell what they had seen. My arm was outside the window and a little girl of with eyes like stars patted it until I turned my attention to her. She put her face as close to mine as she could and whispered in a voice filled with astonishment, joy, wonder, I found a flower. I guess I didnt react as swiftly or in as satisfying a manner as she had expected, because she came even a little closer and whispered with even greater portent. A blue flower. It occupied her, this discovery. Joy inhabited her. The children dont realise what they are missing in the outer world and how lucky they are to be missing it. The adults do. And if youre from an American city, like I am, you could probably count twenty things in the previous paragraph that would never, could never, happen where you live.

Americymru: What are your future writing plans?

Harrison: I am under contract with Cinnamon Press for a book on Barbara Pym, which is just about two chapters away from being finished. It will be launched next year. I am writing a PhD dissertation (which I wish was two chapters away from being finished!) The dissertation will have to be edited for publication as a literary trade book, as soon as it is finished since it is already represented by my agent in New York. Ive been invited to give a scholarly paper (and also a creative piece) at Cambridge at a conference in honour of their 800th Anniversary this September, so I am working on that. Im also working on the poem sequence, Postal Codes, I mentioned before and an article about mythology in fandom and when all that is done, Ill be starting a book of short stories based in Wales. Unless my agent has another suggestion. I made the mistake long ago of not listening to him when he wanted me to write something and I will never make that mistake again.

Americymru: Any final message for the members of Americymru?

Harrison: Yes. Never ever ever let anyone or anything deter, deflect or prevent you from the protection, promotion and defence of Wales (English or Welsh Speaking Wales) as the separate, beautiful and mysterious nation it is. Anyone who tries to do so is a feckless thug - a person of limited perception, who knows, feels, sees and understands far less than you. Dont be afraid of these people. Y gwir yn erbyn y byd.

And thank you, Ceri and Brian for the stimulating questions. I appreciate Americymrus interest in my work.

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Today's exciting trip news (reproduced with permission) from the Coast-2-Coast USA team - a bunch of brave dads/uncles/brothers/friends of children from the UK, cycling across the southern continental United States from Oceanside, California to St. Augustine, Florida to raise donations for the Children's Hospital for Wales and the Noah's Ark Appeal . The guys arrived in Saint Augustine, Florida - THEY DID IT!

Previous days entries here:- March 19th , 22nd , 23rd , 24th , 25th , 26th , 27th , 28th Interview with Americymru member and Coast2Coast rider Gareth Evans:- here . Listen to Coast-2-Coast USA's Richard Belcher on Radio Glamorgan with Peter Cox!

Rich's #13


Day 14 and we awoke today to torrential rain; so much for Florida being the Sunshine State.

By rights it should have been me and Gar up first, but Phil and Andy were ready to go so we took our place in the van. We'd not long overtaken the two cyclists when sat at some traffic lights, Porth knocked the window to tell us that Phil had phoned to say Andy had come off the bike.

The car turned back and we waited for news for what seemed like an eternity. We had it confirmed that he was dazed and being taken to hospital to be checked out and so drove back to the spot.

As we pulled up behind the ambulance there was a railway track going diagonally across the road and Andy's bike had gone from under him as he went across. I almost slipped over just walking on the rail so it's not hard to see how this happened.

Thankfully Andy is alright, no bones broken but certainly sore and if ever you needed an argument for the use of helmets when riding a bike today is a great example. A good chunk of the polystyrene has snapped off and without it things would have been far more serious. As they also would had Phil not quickly jumped off his bike and run back to stop the traffic while Andy was in the road.

As we sat in the hospital while Andy underwent tests the initial fear and anxiety as to his condition subsided to be replaced by guilt. It should have been me on the road, and also for all the people for this to happen to Andy is the least deserving (although he'd be too modest to say so).

Without him the trip simply would not have happened. He booked the flights, accommodation, vehicles, planned the route etc not to mention the enormous effort he made in organising events, gigs, sponsors and the like to finance the whole thing.

He has been and is the driving force behind team C2C and I hope he is able to play some part tomorrow. I know it's easy to say but I'd swap places tomorrow in an instant (I'd rather not have the pain to go with it though).

Andy - the whole team is very proud of you and thankful for what you've done to make this happen.

Immediately after the accident the rain got worse and was a full blooded thunderstorm by the time we got to the hospital. We sat in the waiting area watching the weather channel which showed a line of thunderstorms sweeping across the pan handle of Florida. The TV advised people not to drive and warned of flash floods and potential tornadoes, so further cycling once Andy was discharged seemed unlikely.

So we drove towards our destination for the evening; Live Oak. Conditions did improve though and around 25 miles from Live Oak we decided to give it a go.

Phil, Gar, Ian and I set off together. Within a few miles Phil had punctured and got in the van. Then while I was in the front I saw a large dog run out of a house towards us. Although there was a fence it looked like there was a large gap. In fact there was a recessed gate and so it couldn't get to us, but I had already instinctively applied the brakes. Ian didn't, at least not as quickly as me and he clipped my back wheel. I stayed upright, but Ian fell. He only had a bit of road rash on his hip and a cut to his knee and was quickly laughing about it.

His brand new bike though sustained a bit of damage to the brake levers. So now I was left feeling even more guilty as if I hadn't been such a wimp this wouldn't have happened, especially as the dog turned out to be lovely.

By then we decided that the cycling gods were well and truly against us so called it a day. As we did the heavy rains returned with a vengeance so in all probability we wouldn't have got much more in anyhow.

The weather forecast is brighter tomorrow, let's hope the cycling is too.

Rich's #14


We've done it!

It's been a fabulous experience and we've finally reached the East coast of America.

There have been frustrations, mainly caused by the weather and it's meant parts of the route we've had to sit out and travel in the car.

Does this mean we've failed? Hell no! If our days had been stages in the Tour de France then even before we got off our bikes the stage would have been reduced or cancelled. Would that have devalued the achievements of the melot jaune in winning the thing? Of course not, so we too have won.

Andy's injury is the biggest disappointment as it would have been fantastic for all of us to finish together, but each and every one of us can and should be proud of what we have achieved.

The day started in the bright sunshine we had expected of Florida, but got off to a bad start. When I had my little prang with Ian yesterday it bent my rear wheel (actually Ian's spare which was still on my bike from an earlier puncture). As I went to change it back to my own I noticed some damage to my seat stays (the rear triangular bit that the back wheel attached to). Basically it's knackered.

So I became a Dolan Sister and borrowed Andy's bike for the day.

The roads were pretty good and we made very good time until about 8 miles from the finish when Phil, Henry, Ian, Gareth and I all completed the tide together.

Handshakes all round at the end and telephone calls home to say we'd finished, before adjourning to our accommodation and indulging in a few beers.

Big thanks from me to the whole team who've all worked so well to make this such a memorable experience. Without your driving, fetching, carrying, cooking and support this would not have been possible and love and thanks also to Jen and the boys for putting up with me spending so much time on the bike in preparation. I can't wait to see you all on Tuesday.

As Vinnie might say "it's been emotional".

Gar's #14


Live Oaks - St. Augustine,Florida (The Final Furlong)

The penultimate day of the trip has undoubtedly tarnished the whole experience. With andy coming off his bike early in the day, and the events that followed, and then even when it did clear, phillipousis and the stone both coming to a halt, it seemed everything was against us. The stroms continued, torrential rain, and even when we got to Live Oaks, we were treated to the (what seemed to be) 'standard' tornado warning we had come to expect from the South East. There's only one thing you can do to make yourself feel a little better in a time tlike this... An all you can eat chinki.

Things could only get better, and the fact we awoke to the final day to fantastic sunshine only seemed to rub salt into yesterdays wounds. A re-jig to the stating off's, due mainly to radio commitments, and away to go, stoney and myself hiting first. Easy roads, great conditions, no dogs to contend with, all was good. The next leg was a tough one, after about 300yards, The phone rings. 10minutes later and after a converstion with Jonesi, and it's time to get on the bang to catch up with the Stoney was has continued to spin onwards.

The final two legs, is back to normal, rich and myslef make good distance in time as were met by the other cyclists for the final stint. Although gutted following the day before, this is probably when realisation of the trip begins to kick in, helped a little by the St. Augustine city limits sign.

There seems to be more of a procession feel as we enter the beachside resort than a feeling if celebration, as we literally crawl to the coast. Finally we get there, and dyffers and chatsy miss their que and make us go around again.

We've reached the Atlantic, the fuss about ariving at the local fort means that there's no beach here, and apparently it's too damn dangerous to jump in at this point, but frankly, I dont think anybody would have jumped right in even if it was accessible. Team photo time, but there's one guy missin. Doesn't feel right.

A quiet drink was all that got sunk last night, but the music scene was enough to keep you glued to your pub stool, regardless of how shagged you felt. It's now 8am, and the sun has woken me sliding through the broken blinds in our hostel room, and although it hasn't ended as it should, the feeling of achievement has started to creep in.

It has been an amazing experience. The weather has helped and hindered us as we've dealt with extremes on both sides of the scale, there were two days when the mileage wasn't what it should had been, not through our tiredness, but there's nothing we can do with regards to snow and tornados.

The group on the trip have been great, everybody bringing their own to the mix. Although the sights have been superb, and we have seen a fair bit in two weeks, it's the people that have made this trip. The welcomes we've received along our journey have only intensified the experience. The welcomes at Taos, Houston, Mobile and now St. Augustine. The people we've met who have encouraged and supported us along the jouney, from the various retautants, diners and motels en route, and the messgaes from back home.

Now that it's over though, I can't bloody wait to go home and see my ladies. 3 weeks away from home is a damn long time, and at least up til now, we've been slightly occupied by things to do, place to get too. One last job before we do leave, gifts...I don't think a route66 fridge magnet would suffice.

Tomorrow, it's off to Orlando, our last port of call, drop of the vehicles and away to gatwick. What odds on the flight being delayed- wouldn't be suprised.

So that's it, job done. Big thanks to everyone who has sent messages to all the guys along the way, and to all our families for the support over the last 2years, the experience has been well worth it.

Finally, thanks goes to everyone who said it couldn't be done, some who are close mates, some who aren't. There's no doubt that fear of failure and proving all you buggers wrong was a massive motivation in doing this, especially to the Irishman in the old O'neills, Cardiff City Centre, Wales vs Ireland 2007- the 'pinky and porky outside the window with wings' comment...get stuffed!

Would I do something like this again? most definitely, would it be as enjoyable...who knows, but wherever it's done and with whoever else, it would need to be one hell of a trip to compare the country we've seen, the people we've met and the welcomes we've had. Bloody fantastic.

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We have a chance to make a Welsh coalmining song, the Song Of The Year at this years prestigious John Lennon Songwriting Contest.This is one of the worlds biggest contests.My song Take Us Down is a Grand Prize Winner, and as such moves into a head to head on line vote out between two folk songs.To hear the song, please go to - http://www.myspace.com/davidllewellynmusic the song will fire up automatically.We will need a lot of votes. Everyone can vote once a day everyday until the 27th of April.Here is a link to a news page on my website. It explain how easy it is to vote. http://davidllewellyn.com/news.htmlAfter the first time, it just takes three clicks.I wrote the song after visiting Big Pit in Blaenavon which has been left a museum and epitaph to the Welsh coalmining industry as it was 100 years ago.http://www.world-heritage-blaenavon.org.uk/visit/places-of-interest/bigpit.htmThe song follows a small boys first day underground, and his fathers heartbreaking thoughts.Chances like this dont come up very often. Please vote. Please spread the word to all your friends/lists/myspace/facebook etc. and ask them to vote too.Thank youDavid LlewellynHere is the direct link - http://www.jlsc.com/vote.php

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BATS BEER AND GALSWORTHY


By Ian Price2, 2009-04-04
How did Soames die in The Forsyth Saga? A quiz question Ill never forget.In the Rhondda people get up to all kinds of activities to distract themselves from the daily grind. Some play darts. Some play pool. Some become philanderers and some play rugby. In the 1970s in a desperate attempt to get punters to spend their hard earned cash on beer, a number of the local workingmens clubs decided to hold quiz nights. The quality of the quizzes depended on the club; the more intellectually inclined gravitated towards the RAFA, Conservative and Liberal Clubs whilst others chose the Labour and Communist clubs not because the questions were any easier but because the beer was cheaper.One local establishment was called The Comrades and Marxist Club. Its nickname was Smokey Joes after Joseph Stalin the well known Russian philanthropist. There wasnt a single communist member of the club however, but by a quirk of fate the committee realised that if they utilised communist ideals and ploughed all the profits they made back into the club then they could sell beer at about a third of the price you could purchase it anywhere else locally. This made the place extremely popular and with supreme irony it made more money than out and out capitalist ventures.One of the perks of the quiz nights at Smokey's was that they would pay the quiz master in beer checks one quiz would be the equivalent of ten pints of beer. The checks would be valid for a year and so it didnt take a genius to calculate that if you only did five quizzes a year and saved the tokens you could have a backlog of fifty pints to get through. This was quite useful at Christmas time.The punters who took part in the quizzes there tended to be miners who may not have had the greatest range of general knowledge available to them but they were sticklers for procedure and unambiguous answers. And so it was that on one very warm August evening in 1979 yours truly took to the stage as quizmaster. It was to be a memorable night.There were about sixteen teams there that evening - mostly men but with one team of women who were local librarians. Those women were as sharp as tacks when it came to quizzing and were eyed with an all weather suspicion by the regulars. At the back of the hall sat Dai Jenkins and his cronies. Jenkins was the acknowledged master of being argumentative just for the sake of it and would question even established mathematical certainties set down by Euclid and Pythagoras. The rest of the teams were made up of assorted students and members who had been coerced into joining the quiz by committee men.Despite the heat the quiz proceeded along established lines with everyone within a few points of each other. Jenkins team were edging slightly ahead with the ladies side a close second. Beer was being consumed at a rapid pace to keep cool and windows were opened to allow some air to circulate.Sometime into round three a set of almighty shrieks and screams emanated from the ladies team.Everyone was looking perplexed and every man quickly noted there didnt appear to be any reason for this outburst. One of the women then stood up and pointed to the ceiling. Naturally we all looked up and there flapping about around a light fixture was a bat. It had flown into the building through a window behind the women and had tarried awhile around them before launching itself skyward.It was decided for the sake of propriety that the quiz should be suspended the women couldnt concentrate and that the bat would have to be removed. And so it was that five committee men armed with snooker cues and wrangler jackets pursued the bat around the room for forty minutes until it finally escaped through a fanlight.In this time Jenkins had started to formulate a plan that the bat was nothing but a ruse to disrupt his ineluctable procedure to the winners podium. The fact that his team were drinking far too much didnt help his reasoning processes. More to the point as the quiz progressed, the women, who were now composed, were getting closer and closer to winning it. As it happened the final round saw them draw even with Jenkins side and so a tie breaker question had to be asked.In situations like this its normal to ask a question about a date in history or a numerical question where the nearest to the date or amount required wins. For some reason however I asked the question How did the character Soames die in The Forsythe Saga? Was he run down by a bus? Did he have a heart attack? Or did a burning painting fall on his head?The correct answer is a burning painting hit him on the head.The answers were written down and passed on to me. The women answered correctly whilst Jenkins answered that a bus had knocked him down.And so I delivered the result. The ladies were of course delighted and came forward to collect their prize money about 7.50.At the back of the hall however Jenkins went a strange colour and stood up. He pointed an accusatory finger at me and shouted in deadly earnest WAIT A MINUTE! HOW DO WE KNOW IT WASNT A PAINTING OF A BUS THAT KILLED HIM.Bursting into laughter wasnt the best thing I could have done in retrospect I suppose and I remember thinking this at the time as he started towards me. Jenkins was over six foot and built like a brick out house and he meant business. His cronies and the other punters were sitting back and waiting for the inevitable end of evening hammering to ensue when I was saved.By whom? The womens team. They rounded on him like a pack of wolves and started recalling every stupid thing hed done in his life from failing to return library books to GBH. There were a few personal jibes thrown in as well for good measure.It transpired that one of the women was his ex wife, one his sister and the other two had had uncordial dealings with his nonsense in the past.I left shortly after that with a memo to self. Never ask how Soames died in The Forsyth Saga again.
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As was beautifully featured on this site a few months ago, my song, Take Us Down was a Grand Prize Winner at the John Lennon Songwriting Contest.There is a Grand Prize Winner in each category selected every six months and now is the time when there is an online vote out between the two songs to become a Lennon Award Winner Best Folk Song of the Year, etc. The winner of the online vote in each category goes back to the judges where they will decide the Song of the Year. Sorry if this sounds complicated.So. . . If you want a really good Welsh coal mining song to win this thing, I need as many people voting as possible, and as often as possible. You can vote once a day, every day, up until April 27th.Here is the link - http://www.jlsc.com/vote.php My song is in the Folk Category. To vote, the site will ask you for an address/date of birth etc. but it will remember you when you come back to vote again.Please click on the link above and vote for "Take Us Down"!Thanks very much!
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( This is not an official press release but rather the personal observations of a Cymuned supporter )

Another month gone, and still things are moving on apace.

**The CyngorNi campaign was the subject of a fairly supportive article in Golwg after last on this visit to Llangefni, and the Daily Post has also taken some interest in the campaign. As we gather momentum, it will be good to see letters from our members (and other members of the public) starting to reach the newspapers so that they realise that there is a lot of interest and support for our viewpoint. We visited Llangefni again last Saturday, leafleting and answering people's questions by the Clock. Once again, we received no negative comments at all, with most people actively supporting our call.

It's surprising to us the number of people who have already heard of the campaign, despite not being members, nor being active in any supportive movements. Its obvious that yo oiur readers are spreading supportive rumours, and people are hearing about us in a positive and friendly way. Thank you and keep it up!

**We have received an email from our publishers (as I write) saying that they have dispatched the 'Ein Gwlad' magazine to us, so after a long wait (yes, I was a touch over confident in promising it to you in March) it is on its way to our members!

**In the magazine will be an invite to this year's AGM, in Ty Siamas, Dolgellau on 25th April. Entry will be by ticket only this year, so you will need to order in advance, either through returning the invite from the magazine, or by emailing us. A ticket will not cost anything, but we will need to know how many people are attending in order to provide enough refreshment and seating.

**A huge thank you goes to Theresa, one of our North American members. She and a few other members have produced a Welsh DVD for the American market. She says, "The DVD is 12 minutes long and contains a brief historical overview of Welsh history and important figures, primarily people of political importance. Kate Weishaar provides the narrative and Sian Williams the background music of Hen Wlad Fy Nhadau. The DVD includes a cover letter and a Sing4Wales card." The ability to reach a new audience in North America without expending valuable office / 'domestic' volunteer time could be a massive boost to Cymuned, and we look forward to seeing the results.

**Lastly, Aran and I have just launched a brand new on-line course for Welsh learners, which uses a technique which is totally new to the Welsh language, but is based on recent innovation in the language learning world. Of the first learners to enrol, a number have said that they are learning effectively and (most importantly) confidently. One even believes that he is talking more Welsh with his wife than he did after a year of evening courses. Many many of them are already recommending the course to their friends. So if you or any one that you know is looking to learn Welsh, Southern and Northern Welsh courses are available, free, on www.SaySomethingInWelsh.com

That's it for now. I shall be writing the next email from Lannion, Brittany, so with the sea breeze already blowing in the hair of my imagination...

Until next time

Iestyn

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Dewi Sant told us to "Do the little things."

To see what he had in mind, have a quick look at:

www.cymuned.net/ymlaen/dewisant

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Are you a dreamer or a doer?

Cymuned can't survive without YOUR help.

Have a look at:

www.cymuned.net/ymlaen/ourfuture

to hear how to make things change.

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